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Udo Jude Ilo: Lessons from the Book of Innocent – A TRIBUTE

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In 2016 I lost my father and my daughter within six months. That experience normalized death for me and made me believe that death could no longer hurt or shock me deeply. For five years, this held true. However, 2021 has been a harvest of painful losses but the loss of Innocent hit me at a very different level. I still stare at the message I sent to him hours before he died. A message that he read. I was waiting for a reply but rather got a message that he was gone. I stayed up that faithful night alone in my living room for about three hours going from tears to anger and back to tears again. I knew I lost a dependable support base, a great friend, a patient mentor, and an elder brother.

I joined Human Rights Law Service (HURILAWS) as a fresh law graduate in 2003. At that time, Innocent’s name had already become synonymous with police reform and his organization CLEEN was the leading NGO on issues related to policing. I admired him from afar. Our relationship got deeper when he assumed leadership of Ford Foundation and became one of the closest partners and collaborators of OSIWA. He also became a trusted friend and a remarkable role model. He was a shining light, an accomplished goal getter and an incurable feminist. In those years of great friendship, there were so much to learn from Innocent. Lessons that hold special value for every leader but most especially for the NGO sector.

Innocent was genuinely interested in helping and building people. There was no angle to his help. He simply wanted tohelp without demanding ‘undying’ loyalty or unreasonable expectations of eternal debt. He did not use his position of influence to manipulate loyalty or build a ‘personal army’. He understood the age long wisdom of giving without expectation. The outpouring of love for him was not coerced but borne out of genuine appreciation for a man who gave his all to build people and organizations. This attribute is sorely needed in the NGO sector and in our world today. At a personal level, during a particularly trying moment in my professional life, he was an indispensable support base. On one instance, he drove hours to come and see me just to be sure I was holding up okay. I remember vividly his words to me that day in Igbo jidere ndia ofor. Loosely translated, this means that when you are in the right, your adversaries are fighting with a higher power and not just you. He ensured he approach every relationship with fairness. He often had the moral high ground.

Innocent led from behind without any compulsive interest in taking credit or seeking the limelight. He told me that the key to building partnerships and bringing people to work together is to be less interested in attribution or taking glory but rather to allow the people you work with stay in the light. To him, as long as the work got done, it didn’t matter who took credit. He lived this principle everyday sometimes to my chagrin. He will always respond to me “I am only interested in getting the job done”. This level of uncommon selflessness and overpowering humility made him an effective leader. His ability to craft networks and partnerships was just legendary.

Inno’s ability to treat people with politeness and decency even when they were working against him or where he disagreed with them, was unbelievable. As a practice between us, whenever he told me “check your Gmail” I always knew that there was some difficult issue to deal with. On this particular day, he called unusually subdued and asked me to check my mail. There had been a petition by a group of people questioning his judgment but in the most vindictive and unhelpful manner. I was furious at the audacity of their unfairness and was already drafting a response in my head. He then informed me that he had already responded and shared the mail with me. It was the most polite and charitable mail I had ever read. No bitterness but an attempt to reason with folks who obviously had no interest in being reasonable. I disagreed with his response and told him so. He responded that we had a lot of work to do and we should not allow this kind of bitterness to distract or detract from the goal. To him, there was always some sense in avoiding needless conflict especially where a polite word could assuage the situation. I was beyond words. That incident gave me a new insight into the character of Innocent and his fierce constitution to keep his eyes on the ball. There were numerous instances of let down by friends or even outright betrayal. He always confronted such situations with measured understanding and forgiving mien that was saintly and oftentimes infuriating to me.

Innocent loved his roots and was very focused in developing Alaigbo, not at the expense of any other ethnic group but, as a tool of addressing social injustice and unlocking development. This influenced his founding of Oluaka Institute and also his quiet commitment and invaluable support for the establishment of Centre for Memories (Ncheta ndi Igbo). The Centre is fast becoming the repository of Igbo history and a tool for building Igbo consciousness and learning the best of our culture and promoting the lessons from our history. The story of the Centre will not be complete without Innocent. He was also invested in Igbo leadership and the relationship of Igbos with the Nigeria state. Late last year, he brought me and Prof. Ebere Onwudiwe into a small work group to think through how the relationship of Igbo political leadership with other parts of the country can be improved to ensure equitable political participation and constructive political relationship. We held late night brainstorming sessions in Prof Onwudiwe’s residence and started consultation with key Igbo leaders before the second wave of Covid stalled our work and claimed the life of Prof Onwudiwe. Now Innocent has departed too. Realizing that these two great men, who gave me a seat on their table of ideas, are both gone scares and hurts me beyond words.

With Innocent, it was about the mischievous jokes and good, humored jabs. It was not all about serious life lessons. We talked about fun things. He liked talking about cars or his foray into being a DJ. He called it his midlife crisis. We also talked aboutgirls … our girls. We were both minorities in our homes- the only men in our households. We often traded stories of how we are outvoted or how we have to maintain the peace amongst our girls. It was fun watching him talk about what is obviously hislife’s biggest joy, his family. These discussions bring out his feminist side. His desire to make sure that the workplace is safe for everybody, his intolerance of bullying and his consistent belief in equality and fairness for women all over the country. I will miss those moments of rare insight into his life outside of the workplace. In Innocent, the world got a unique gift; his family got a phenomenal father, Nigeria got an exceptionalactivist and I got a brother and a friend. This really hurts! After my father and daughter passed, I poured my pain out in poetry. For Innocent too, this is part of his:

There may be no nirvana beyond the sky but there is redemption for us in hearts that hold us dear

Hearts that envelop our memories with the fondest of tenderness

Hearts that see us as the reflection of the imagined power beyond the sky

The voice of the people is perhaps the biggest gift

That offers our memory the biggest price- ETERNITY

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Jude Ilo is the country director, Open Society Initiative for West Africa

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